Feel like I can fly

for last few days , i've been bored and kinda busy.. lol
i dun remember everything i've done in past few days but jz some..

As far as i remember, i met Jawoon on fri.. lol
she doesn't live in Seoul.. so one of us had to go so we can meet..
it was me..
somehow it turns out to b kidna surprise.. which i didn't mean to
I woke up at 3 iguess.. and had nothing to do .. so i jz planned to meet Jawoon as she had asked me to come and i'd said yes..
so i got on the train.. and left seoul huhu
and i figured i gotta text her first since i didn't know where she was and where she stays..
so i did text her.. but she was lyke "why are u coming today ?"
well.. i didn't really care.. and kept going to Seohyoun station where she stays..
and blahblah
it took an hour to get there..
and we had dinner together in a restaurant..
then she came closer to me without a sound and asked me "Do you have it?"
and i said yes.. lol
she meant cigarettes..lol
but i didn't hv many.. so i had to buy another packet.. lol
However, people in Korea are all fucking righteous ..
lyke they have a fucking strong sense of justice.. lol
so they dont sell the ciggs to anyone below 19..unlike Malaysia..
for this i kinda misss that shit country.. lol
but i managed to buy.. lol i tried three shops..
afta i bought the cigarettes i kept thinkin if i luk old ..-0-;;
then we went to coffee bean and talked bout everything lol
but nothing's remained right now..
then she went home and either did i ..

and my friends called me out
then we went to a bar to drink ..lol
we drank SOJU(Korean drink) three of us drank 6 bottles ..and three bottles of beer
well.. one of my friends vomitted.. lol
then we went to Karaoke.. lol i sang indonesian song and they were laughing and shit.. lol
in karaoke we ordered three cans of beer again..
then afta the Karaoke it was like 2 am.. we were kinda hungry so we went to eat sth..
and we ordered another bottle of Soju haha
then my friend vomitted again !
haha by the time i got home it was around 3:30 i guess.. then i went to bed right away.. lol


And, yesterday, I and my friends went to see a movie "twilight" ..
it was fucking shit movie. .
it's lyke all the mix shit..
it's not exactly fantasy, action or romantic..
but it's all mix.. wtf..
but the actress, Bella was so pretty ..lol
that's why i didn't get out but jz watched..lol

And today.. i went to a church ! hahah
i saw many people whom i've known for kinda long ..
but all they said was.. u lost weight u luk different..
hahaha
everytime i meet people, i hear "u lost ur weight, u luk diff, u've changed... "
but it wasn't fun..
no one bought me a meal.. hahaha
when i got home from the church.. i went to the rooftop of ma house to recharge myself by putting smog into ma lung..lol
and there is a flat bench and i lied down on it..
then luked up the sky.. and i started thinking lots of thing.. and
suddenly i felt lyke i could fly..-0- this phenomenon is from hereos.. lol
when Peter first noticed his ability.. lol
ya.. but i felt like so.. lol
but i wouldn't try to jump out of the roof anyway.. cuz i can see the reality and the fact
haha hereos is jz a show.. yeah.. but i still wish i could fly lol







I wanna go to somewhere I don't know and spend little time there..
I feel so oppressive..