late nite snow

We felt lyke we went bk to 10 years old cuz of the snow haha

some sliding videos

New born

Everything's gone
Nothing's left

I'm all alone trying to start over..

........HEHE

Feel like I can fly

for last few days , i've been bored and kinda busy.. lol
i dun remember everything i've done in past few days but jz some..

As far as i remember, i met Jawoon on fri.. lol
she doesn't live in Seoul.. so one of us had to go so we can meet..
it was me..
somehow it turns out to b kidna surprise.. which i didn't mean to
I woke up at 3 iguess.. and had nothing to do .. so i jz planned to meet Jawoon as she had asked me to come and i'd said yes..
so i got on the train.. and left seoul huhu
and i figured i gotta text her first since i didn't know where she was and where she stays..
so i did text her.. but she was lyke "why are u coming today ?"
well.. i didn't really care.. and kept going to Seohyoun station where she stays..
and blahblah
it took an hour to get there..
and we had dinner together in a restaurant..
then she came closer to me without a sound and asked me "Do you have it?"
and i said yes.. lol
she meant cigarettes..lol
but i didn't hv many.. so i had to buy another packet.. lol
However, people in Korea are all fucking righteous ..
lyke they have a fucking strong sense of justice.. lol
so they dont sell the ciggs to anyone below 19..unlike Malaysia..
for this i kinda misss that shit country.. lol
but i managed to buy.. lol i tried three shops..
afta i bought the cigarettes i kept thinkin if i luk old ..-0-;;
then we went to coffee bean and talked bout everything lol
but nothing's remained right now..
then she went home and either did i ..

and my friends called me out
then we went to a bar to drink ..lol
we drank SOJU(Korean drink) three of us drank 6 bottles ..and three bottles of beer
well.. one of my friends vomitted.. lol
then we went to Karaoke.. lol i sang indonesian song and they were laughing and shit.. lol
in karaoke we ordered three cans of beer again..
then afta the Karaoke it was like 2 am.. we were kinda hungry so we went to eat sth..
and we ordered another bottle of Soju haha
then my friend vomitted again !
haha by the time i got home it was around 3:30 i guess.. then i went to bed right away.. lol


And, yesterday, I and my friends went to see a movie "twilight" ..
it was fucking shit movie. .
it's lyke all the mix shit..
it's not exactly fantasy, action or romantic..
but it's all mix.. wtf..
but the actress, Bella was so pretty ..lol
that's why i didn't get out but jz watched..lol

And today.. i went to a church ! hahah
i saw many people whom i've known for kinda long ..
but all they said was.. u lost weight u luk different..
hahaha
everytime i meet people, i hear "u lost ur weight, u luk diff, u've changed... "
but it wasn't fun..
no one bought me a meal.. hahaha
when i got home from the church.. i went to the rooftop of ma house to recharge myself by putting smog into ma lung..lol
and there is a flat bench and i lied down on it..
then luked up the sky.. and i started thinking lots of thing.. and
suddenly i felt lyke i could fly..-0- this phenomenon is from hereos.. lol
when Peter first noticed his ability.. lol
ya.. but i felt like so.. lol
but i wouldn't try to jump out of the roof anyway.. cuz i can see the reality and the fact
haha hereos is jz a show.. yeah.. but i still wish i could fly lol







I wanna go to somewhere I don't know and spend little time there..
I feel so oppressive..

LUKING BACK MY PAST

nothing special today..

however, i found some old pics of me.. hehe
kinda cute lol


lemme upload it.. lol









ma grandma, granpa, mom, dad and sis



i duno when i took this..lol





haha TAEKWONDO !!




In the graduation of kindergarden.. lol






with my sis.. lol

AKU SAMPAI KE KOREA

last nite I left my place around at 9.. and headed to KLIA
I was lining up the queue to check in and I met Jang and Minyoung there.
then blahblah got on the plane at 11 : 20
although i bought a economy class ticket, i somehow got business class !!! :D
then in the plane, i was trying to sleep but stupid man kept snoring..
i couldn't sleep !! and arrived to Incheon International Airport at 6..
there was no one to fetch me.. :( so i had to go to find my house myself..
moreover my family moved house while i was in malaysia..
so my mum jz gave the address and i had to find it.. !!
i was lyke asking assisstance a bunch of questions but i managed to find it
and did sth which i dun remember.. and slept..
then woke up and ate KOREAN HOME COOKING ..
haha ma friend called me jz now .. we'll meet up soon lol

btw .. my sister changed her room into some kinda magazine shops haha
i duno how to explain this room lol
this is my sister's room !! lol

and i took some pics in a bus while on the way to ma home..

was so bored.. lol

Special !

today sean and isaac called me in the morning.. lyke 10..
although i sleep so long, i wake up if i'm jz disturbed and distracted a bit only..

so i answered both calls..
since i hv two fons, i was lyke talking to both isaac and sean at the same time.. haha
so funny haha i wasn't fully awake..
i guess i kept saying "yeah yeah yes yes.. haha"
they called me to come to 1u..
i was so sleepy n lazy so i didn't wanna go ..
but i suddenly tot it could b the last time i'll see them..
so i overcomed all the sleepiness n went to 1u.. lol

there I met Syuyi, Syeyi, Anita, Amanda, Adilet, Nadira, Shima, Isaac, Sean and Munyee.
and we went to see a movie "Transporter3" the cars in the movie were so cool !!
but the movie wasn't that nice..
i was happy to see T beck( I duno how to spell) ..
haha i like his southern accent in pb.. lol

afta the movie we went to karaoke..
we spent lyke 4 hours in the karaoke haha crazy.. lol

then we went to arcade and played some games lol
Amanda, Munyee, Anita, Shima and I played daytona.. haha
I forgot who took the first place.. haha
i took third.. T.T
it was first time i played daytona
afta that game..
Manda and I played again.. haha
i lost .. damn.. i gotta practice haha

then we went to eat and everyone went bk except me, Manda and Anita..
Manda's dad dropped me and Anita to hostel..
and Manda wanted to take ma guitar and all the series(pb,gg and heroes)
so i gave them to her and ma teddy bear too haha
cuz i can't bring it to Korea.. -0-;;
She named it "J" haha and it's male according to Manda.. lol
haha I hope I could get my J and pen drive bk haha

then Shank called me and asked me where i was..
and blahblah blah
somehow i went to pavilion to meet Shank and other indon friends and see a performance..lol
there was a performance of Andra and the backbone which is an indonesian band..
and we headed bk to hostel..


today wasn't different from other days..
but somehow i feel it's special :D

I appreciate..

I appreciate that I'm alive..


I appreciate that I have something to concern about..


I appreciate that I can laugh and cry..


I appreciate that I have memories to cherish..


I appreciate that I have friends to always be together..


I appreciate your presence

HOME SWEET HOME !

HOSTEL ~_~



KLIA ~_~

GET ON THE PLANE !!

SHUUUUNG~~~ FLYING~~

WOWWOWOWOWOOWOWWO

THIS IS WHERE I'M GOING

MORE DETALIED.. LOL

YEAHH!! INCHEON INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT !!!

WOW!!! HERE IS MA CITY !!!

HOME SWEET HOME ~_~

CEPAT CEPAT CEPAT CEPAT CEPAT !!

GW GA BISA TUNGGU LAGI !!!

one more death

today, finished business exam..
i did okay considering i never studied..


tmr last exam.. history..
seriously duno anything..
Ms. angie is so boring and can't teach.. and the tests are so fucking hard !!
ARGHH

I think i'm gonna fail history for sure....

today, i packed my stuff..
I didn't know it was that much..
so much to pack..

the big days is really close..
less than a week..
5 days.. HAHAHAHAHAHA

And, today i've finished watching heroes till ep 10.. hehehe
now i'm waiting for gg, pb and heroes.. lol

i'm not studying for history..
i've already given up ..-0-;;

TOO MUCH TO STUDY...!!!

byebye history ~~

Self questions..

i'm so bored lately.. cheh :(


━Yes ━No

My personality is horrible
Someone has slapped me before
I got caught smoking
I got caught drinking
I'm kinda thin
people say i'm smart
I like chocolate
I like taking pictures
I have many friends
Music is my life
I can play piano
I've had a traffic accident
I spend a holiday in vain
I often watch a movie
I sleep like a motherfcuker
My skin is fair
My fingers are long
I now have money with me
I've ever signed up in a porn web site
I've done nuts stuff in a karaoke
people say I can sing
If I could be born in next life as anyone I wish to be, I would be me right now.
I'm kinda tall
I'm sensitive
I always argue with my parents
In holiday, the night and morning are reversed
People I hate are more than two
I have ever been told I look cold
I have friends who trust me
I have friends whom I've known for more than 10 years