December has come

well.. December has come, which means the day i'm leaving has come closer..
I haven't made my choice yet..
I wish I could bend over the time jz like Hiro Nakamura lol

there're two most desirable abilities I wish I could have in heroes..

First one would be Hiro's ability which is to teleport and be able to go to future and past..
the other one is Matt's ability; ability to read other's thought and make them what he wants them to do..
I think i'm addicted..-0-;;
But, i find this is the only thing that is interesting in my life now..

Well.. i guess i gotta go study.. since i never did and final exam is tmr ARGHH.. lol
it's not exactly called studying but jz reading up .. and reviewing what i have learned..
so i guess it won't take much time..


BYEEEE
it's time for Lazy boy to get studying ~_~

If I could just see you tonight..

it's always times like these when i think of you
And, i wonder if you ever think of me cuz everything's so wrong
And, I don't belong living in your precious memory
cause' i need you and i miss you
And now i wonder
if i could fall into the sky
do you think time will pass me by cuz u noe i'd walk a thousand miles
if i could just see you tonight..


< A thousand miles by Vanessa Carlton >




nothing special today..
never studied..
woke up like 4.. due to chatting till in the early morning..

Heroes mode is on..
Heroes makes me give up studying..






Just appreciate what you have..


I wish i could just ride off somewhere that no one can find me...

Hate me, detest me, loathe me, abhor me

today i realized it was last classes..
no more classess but jz goddamn exams..

we had an assembly today at 2:00
students performed..
it was kinda boring.. I was soooooooo sleepy..

teachers performed too !
wtf..
Mr.Avila's ass is so fucking big like Ms.Kim's..
and was shaking that massive butt..
It was funny tho...


8days
192 hours
11520 mintues
6912000 seconds

• hate me, destest me, loathe me and abhor me
• be colder, meaner and more malicious
• so i can do the same thing to you

218 hours left..

today we had beeptest..

but i smoked toomuch yesterday..
so i tot i would get lower record than my previous one..

but somehow i made a new record :D
cuz i couldn't lose to Amanda..-0-

her stamina is so freaking good...
i was so scared i would lose haha

my record is 9.2 :)
i forgot howmuch she got..
but mike's is the same as mine 9.2

and my science current mark.. so lousy..
i messed up at the beginning..
never participated group work and never pay attention
and got terrible marks in the tests..
but as long as i can pass.. dun care...
but history .. shitt

i think i'm gonna fail.. but i dun wanna study..
ARGHHH





i counted the time left before i leave this country..


i've never had anything
so i have nothing to lose or miss..

or maybe i had sth..
but the sth has already gone so far away where i can't even see, hear and feel.


I wish no one would remember me or anything that reminds of me..
cuz nothing related to me is not a/an happy, fun, interesting memory but jz rubbish..




i'm jz hopelessly waiting for the time to take me..
i wish it'd faster than i predict..

fucking bored..

i was lukin everyone's blogs and found sth that i can spend time with..
I've scrapped this from Syu's blog hehe



Hi, my name is: Jinwoo Yun
But you can call me: however you wanna call me
Never in my life have I: been hard-working
The one person who can drive me nuts is: no one
My high school is: SIS
When I’m nervous: shanking my legs..
The last song I listened to was: 2 DSD - Peterpan
If I were to get married right now it would be to: no one
My hair: is short..
When I was 4: still clever
Last Christmas: was on the plane fcuk..
I should be: sleeping
When I look down I see: a chair
The happiest recent moment was: when i realized i had got only two hours for detention
If I were a character on ‘Friends’: I duno bout Friends.. but i wanna b one of heroes.. hehe
I have a hard time understanding: Me myself
There are these girls: that make me like her and leave.
If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: i have no one to tell.. such a lonerrrr..
I want to buy: a guitar, a suit and time
Where do you plan to go during Chinese New Year?: no where just hope holiday ends fast..
If you spent the night at my house: i wouldn't be so lonely
The world could do better without: me
Most recent thing I’ve bought myself: cigarette
Most recent thing someone else bought me: nothing
My middle name is: BANGSAT
Last night I: watched heroes
There’s this girl I know: she's cute
If I was an animal I’d be a: hawk
A better name for me would be: Mr. Bornclever.. (but grew up stupid..)
Tomorrow I am: supposed to live another day..
Tonight I feel: EMO
My birthday is: 01/26



i'm still so bored.. can't sleep .. damn..
gotta go watch heroes..

BYEEEEE

YOU KNOW YOU HATE ME
OXOX

Free

today was just usual.. nothing special..
i've finally finished every assignments by today..
only the final exams are left..

nowadays.. nothing comes to me interesting..
just everything is lame..

only thing to do is..
jz shortening my life by burning C...........

ah..

lately, been thinking what i am living for -0-;;
soooooooooooo not ambitious...
why was i born anyway..
is it sth like destiny ..
then what's my final goal..
fuck..
there must b sth ...

i wish this life would be gone..

BIG NEWS

today is sunday.. yesterday was saturday therefore tomorrow is monday..
beeptest.. damn it..

I and Michael promised that we were gonna smoke less on sunday which is today..
well.. the promise wasn't kept..-0- hahaha
we are all gonna die tmr ~_~

today, i met an old friend.. and watched a movie Quantum of solace..
there wasn't any hot girls in that movie..
the main point of 007 = Jamesbond = hot chicks..

so disappointed.. hehe
it was good to see ma old friends tho..
we went to Subway to grab some food..
and i was starving.. so i ordered a full mixed hot dog.. haha
it's damn long,thick, big.. it's jz massive man.. haha
but i managed to eat it all :D

then headed bk to hostel.. and i've been making science poster..
argh.. i think i've almost done it..
I miss Jawoon..
i suck at writing and decorating stuff..
so i always asked Jawoon to make poster or whatever to draw or write..
for return, i do her work lyke writing an essay..
my poster luks so ugly.. T_T;;



i gotta go to finish making the poster..

BYEEEEEE

You know I hate You
OXOX

Honesty..

well
I think i missed blogging around 2days..
but there wasn't anything special..-0-

so.. today.. i had a presentation in history class.
was told to present a person i think is most influencial over the century.

so i woke up at around 9.. cuz history starts at 10.. hehe
and i arrrived at school like 9:55.. and wtf
David was so pissed off and trying to approach Aron..
I figured something had happended..
I didn't know what it was all about ..
but i felt i gotta stop him -0- becuz it was in skul and Aron was kinda pity.. Aron fell down on the floor and David was like rushing on him and kicking his ass haha it was kinda funny tho.. i still remember the face .. haha
but you know, David wasn't a person whom i can control.. haha
and Mr. Owen came out from the class i think he saw or heard David.. since it was all happenning outside business classroom.
and stopped him
but, while stopping him, David shouted " You fucking cunt!!, you are a half-dead walking" hahaha
it ended like so ..
the start of today was kinda interesting.. hehe
and i went into history class then prepare for presentation
but while preparing the smartboard screen thing..
some technology problem.. but finally did it..
i think it was soooo lousy..

then business class.. nothing special..
and in lunch time, on the way to cafeteria, Michael called me and he told me a very freaking funny story.. haha
He went to toilet jz now and saw ms litman and she went into staff restroom..
and next Mr. stupid Philippine fly voice ( Avila) was gonna go into staff restroom.. but wtf haha ms litman forgot to lock the door so it was like
ms litman was sitting on the toilet stool and screaming ARGHHHHHHH~~~~
and the Avila was like oh oh oh so so so sorry.. and came out haha
ah.. when i heard this from Michael, i was almost dead due to lack of oxygen since i couldn't even breath .. i was laughing and laughing haha ..
and in the cafeteria .. i saw that Avila haha but i was still laughing ..

then we went to MPH to play some games..
um..i think our team lost all the games.. hahaha .. so lousy..
for the last game.. it was individual..
all the student council people were standing in the middle of the hall.. and supposed to touch everyone else so they won't be able to go to Ms. Shannon who was standing behind the student council people..
i got hit by someone.. i duno.. -0- and my thumb hurts... :(
my left hand.. :( knuckle bruised .. thumb hurts.. both hurts .. -0-

then we headed bk to the school and BALIK ~~



I know you love me :)

BYEEE

Another try..

yesterday i slept at 5...
i couldn't stop thinking and so my brain never stopped working..

so obviously, i didn't wake up this morning..
so i didn't go to skul as usual..
I spent time doing nothing today..
so boring..

well.. i have a lot of things scheduled till the day when i'll b leaving..
tmr history test.. on friday history presentation..
next week business presentation, Science presentation..
i think we have fitness test next week and written test as well..
then the week afta next week we'll b having final exam..
what the hell..

so tiring.. just by thinking.. i get worn out.. Arghh

and from today..
i'll give another try to stop smoking.. as i'm having fitness test next week..

so now i gotta go to study for history test tmr..
i didn't pay attention in the klas at all..
so now i need to study from the beginning..
sigh...

ARGHH..

SAVE ME, I'VE BEEN FEELING SO TIRED OF ALL THE WORKS !!




(MY LONG HAIR.. MISS..) / (SHORT HAIR... )

illusion? dream?

today in P.E class.. we learned self-defense.. but all i remember is that i gotta run when ma opponent has a weapon.. hehe Ah.. and we practice punching and kicking as well.. i jz wanted to hit the instructor haha cuz i was bored-0-;; so i kicked him kinda hard.. hehe

and .. normal boring school life as usual.. afta school there was a match between SIS and MKIS.. well i wanted to play but my name was not on the list.. so i asked mr gregory.. and he told me that he was told not to put me in the team.. by ms fucking bitch Rani..

so i jz went to eat with MIMO and went to see how well they can play without me haha.. our team wasn't good but they managed to win anyway..

and then headed bk to hostel.. and was lying on the bed with a music turned up loud .. .. i fell asleep. . . and around one hour had passed and i kind dreamt about Anita and Amanda.. they were standing in front of ma room in ma dream.. and then.. in reality someone came to my room and saying sth.. i was sleeping and couldn't see clearly who that was.. but it seemed like manda at first.. and it looked like Jawoon next.. she was saying something.. but i couldn't hear nothing cuz ma music was so loud.. so i tried to catch what she was saying by luking at her mouth.. and i figured she was saying lyke Dambae.. it means cigarette in korean.. but suddenly it luked like Weini.. and could hear clearly what she was saying.. she was saying poster.. and i realized that she gave me survey paper last time.. and i didn gv it bk to her.. so i gave it to her.. and i couldn't sleep again.. -0- ;;

and as i was told to blog this, Anita sacrificed herself to send me all the pics she took today but she didn't send me all of em.. hehe

and now i feel so bored.. lost interest of living life.. all the big culminating assignments are coming one by one.. History presentation on friday, business presentation duno when but someday next week i guess.. science ISU.. PE fitness test, other two tests.. i forgot..

actually for me.. i dun hv to do all these shits..

but i'm jz doing it because i am a good student..

and i wanna crown with perfection..

oh ya.. i got my business test bk today.. ma mark was 30/40 but i found some mistake mr owen made.. so i got 31.5/40 .. it wasn't bad cuz i didn't study.. hehehe i gotta get bk my science test too ..

SAVE ME I'VE BEEN FEELING SO ALONE ~

CHOWww

Unerasable..

for yesterday, I was gonna go to Montkiara to meet my aunt..
but i didn't have to cuz she came to sunway instead..hehe

we had lunch.. and then she went back..

then i went out with hostel dudes..
mike,jeff,shank,lawrence,albert and henry and two other girls.
we went to midvalley first and chill out mike and jeff wanted to buy a lomo camera so they were luking for it for so long.. and finally they found it..
then we headed to bukit ampang.. since i used to live in ampang for almost a year.. i didn't know there was such a beautiful place.. it was so nice .. haha
we took a pic.. hehe
btw while taking pic.. accidently i burned shanks hair.. haha..
i was holding a cig.. then.. ya haha;;
i heard the sound haha cheee ..-0-;;
sorry shank i didn't mean to .. hehe

around at 2:30 , we went bk to hostel..
afta 3 .. i shud give the security my id and write something. blablah
but fortunately, we made it .. haha we arrived at 2:56 hehe
i dun remember so clearly since i was so into singing songs but i guess shank drove like one of those racers in fast and furious.. haha
i remember i kept saying "Shank, DRIFT!!" and he told me "i dun feel like dying today" haha all of us were laughing and shit haha

i was so tired i couldn't walk properly so i tot i was gonna go bk and jz sleep..
but i duno why.. i jz brought ma guitar from my closet and started playing haha
so i slep at .. um.. i think 4 or 5...

and today.. iya.. the PE Assignment.. damn..
but i've done it .. hehe

and i bought a book "Harry potter and the half-blood prince"
i jz read 2pages haha.. i forgot the context of previous one.. hehe
Reading the book someone jz knocked ma door.. and i aksed "SIAPA?"
no answering .. -0- ;; was like who the hell is that
and opened it.. oh .. wtf.. there was a man standing, who exactly luks like a straggler.. -0-;; and.. he told me he is the hostel master.. actually i haven't met him before. haha and duno on what purpose he came to me..
afta he had gon bk i turned on ma com.. but . . .. . damn
the internet was not working .. ! so i jz came to campus..hehe
here i am hehehehehe

i'm so bored nowwwwwwww

i wanna play online gamble hehe ..
byeeeeeeeeeee

This is my luck

I woke up at 9 and got shower and blah blah..
then went to Ampang to buy ma Airplane ticket..
and rushed to skul.. because i had a science test..
but i was late around 20 mins..
but i manged to finish it on time..
then, in skul we went to play bowling..
it was so.. not fun..
jz tiring...

and i arrived skul at 3 30 .. but i was told not to go bk before 4..
so i jz tried to sleep..

at 4.. i was gonna go bk .. then sean, anita, amanda asked me to go see a movie
they said they're gonna watch James bond..
so i agreed and called mike to come ..
so we went there .. but.. when we get into the movie.. there's High skul misical displaying.. i tot it was trailer.. like before main movie starts..
but wtf .. that's our movie ...
everyone bluffed me and mike..

it was so boring..
afta the movie.. i and mike went to topshop to see clothes and went to eat..
and here i am..

well.. actually today i had a plan for something personal...
but i guess it's been ruined totally ..
I know this is ma luck..
what else could i expect..

God, ok fine i'm not gonna ask for ur help..
i live ma life myself.. is this what you want huh?

fine .. beat it

First blogging..

I just created my blog for the first time..

I was lying on my bed but couldn't sleep .. so i jz turn on my computer
and just created this blog haha..

As the day i'll be leaving has come so close already, i started thinking about my past like what has happended .. a lot of things has come and gone.. it's been almost 2years ever since i came to malaysia..

I really hate this place because of the weather, people, food, culture and so on but as much as i hate this place, i like this place because of friends and the unforgettable memories with my friends..

So, i've been thinking of not going bk to Korea..

but i have to think and decide carefully because this decision is definitely going to affect my future life..

this morning, I was sooooo sleepy and tired in the morning.. that i didn't wake up on time.. lol and woke up at around 11 and went to ampang and KLCC to buy an airplane ticket and a gift for Manda. actually, i already planned not to go to skul.. because i knew i wouldn't be able to get out of skul at least before 7pm..

because of the stupid detention.. i hv at least three hours.. and when i had 2 hours i didn't go to skul.. so they might add some more hours and i got one hour for not wearing a proper uniform.. and i didn't go to skul today.. so they might've added some more again.. so i'm guessing i now have plenty hours for detention.. if any one wants to have some, i'm happy to give ya.. just tell me.

anyway, i was gonna buy a airplane ticket but i couldn't withdraw enough money for both ticket and gift..

so i jz decided to go to buy ticket later on fri again..

so i went to KLCC straight.. i arrived there approximately at 2:30.

I haven't been there since ages ago.. so i was so excited haha..

i decided to go for sightseeing first.. haha and i went to topshop first..

I jz wanted to buy all the clothes and shoes there :D so cool and nice haha

and went to ZARA next . i wanted to buy a suit since long time ago ..

so i jz tried fitting the suit haha i looked so cool hehe

and then, I went for the main reason why i was there , manda's gift!

well, till then, i actually didn't know what to buy haha.

so i was jz walking around and looked everything that could be a nice present such as perfume, bracelet, clothes, bag, blah blah

I liked a perfume there named Ferr something.. haha

it smelled so good sweet and fresh.. hehe

but i wanted to see other things too. . . if there's no nice one then i was gonna go bk and buy that one haha..

however, i found THE ONE...

i liked it but i duno if manda's gonna like it or not.. i'm still scared haha

so i bought it and called my taxi drive friend cuz he always uses meter unlike those taxi drivers in KLCC..-0- he told me to wait around 20mins..

it's not a short time for me.. i was jz waiting in front of the main gate..

and saw lots of people smoking .. and i smelt.. hmmm..

come on.. what would you have done mann

i went down to shop and bought IT...

haaa~ smoking after fourdays since i stopped smoking. .

how could i explain it with a word haha

However, my friend sms me that he wasn't able to come cuz he was stuck in heavy traffic jam.. so i jz took another taxi to go bk by paying 31 bucks..

on the way bk to hostel i remembered that i didn't rap the gift.. so i went to pyramid and bought some rapping paper and tape and stuff..
and started rapping in ma room.. i think i did a really good job hahaha
i guess it's perfect hehe..

but after tat nothing happened.. jz spent time reading a book, chatting, listening to music..

oh.. well.. i've written kinda much already.

but i still dun feel like sleeping.. holy .. cow ..

what am i supposed to do ..

God, why dont u want me to sleep?

i jz downloaded prison break season 4 episode 10 hehehe

im gonna watch it now ! hahahaha

tmr i'll b getting gossip girl season 2 ep 10 hehehe
i'm so excited haha (Dan and Serena need to get bk fast! haha)

byeee

(thnks for the unforgettable memories)